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Old Feb 16, 2022, 10:05 AM
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Originally Posted by AgentQ9A View Post
Sorry for still posting. I'm having a very weird day. I almost feel normal and maybe even a little positive about the future. It's scary. I've been telling myself that I'll be leaving life soon enough, but today I feel almost... good? It's freaking me out. After the last week, I don't know what to make of it. I know I should just focus on today and try to enjoy it. Maybe this is the universe's way of screwing with me. F'r!
Im glad youre feeling better than you were @AgentQ9A
Im sending positive thoughts and hugs your way
You never have to apologise for posting!


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Originally Posted by Breaking Dawn View Post
I am feeling the anxiety but also feeling a sense of hope. Yesterday I fulfilled some goals, & that encourages me.
Im really glad you are feeling hope! Well done for fulfilling some goals!


I just checked my messages and realised that Im supposed to be playing for my sport's team tonight but I havent played for over a month because of COVID restrictions and Im so anxious! I dont even know if Ive got the energy.

Im thinking about avoiding it but all I can hear is my therapist telling me how I am an anxious-avoidant person and I need to try to manage this
Hugs from:
Breaking Dawn, Yzen, zapatoes
Thanks for this!
Breaking Dawn