So pdoc drew blood and I got my injection early. Pdoc wants me back in therapy. Thinks my problem is I don't go outside enough and I'm not stimulated enough. My phone was giving me issues so I wasn't really able to talk. No med changes but I don't know why they wanted to draw blood. I kinda feel like if I go back to therapy they'll try to hospitalize me. Like my pdoc would but it's so much easier if I'm there. He talked about me going weekly to therapy. I'm going to feel trapped in there. The last time I did my treatment plan I was there for less than ten minutes and it felt like they were going to keep me. I don't know if I can sit with a stranger, wether it's a professional or not, for 45 min and be okay. Forget the talking part just thinking about it makes me nauseous.