I feel like my sessions are either really good or she makes me feel funny. She called me weird last Wednesday which got me upset. Then I asked if she could see me on Monday. Which she couldnt. Then I sent an email Tuesday night saying I did not want to discuss any of the stuff we talked about last week. Because I felt like she was going to get me even more upset. I told her I felt like she was pysching me out. Then we had the session yesterday and it went good I thought. But then I wondered if maybe I was being a bit unfair to her by not discussing what happened last week. So I emailed her and asked if she had like 30 minutes to talk on Friday. I felt like I had back doored myself a bit but often when she trys to explain herself she ends up getting me even more upset by contiuning to say the wrong things and I was not feeling good physically yesterday and I didn't want to get more upset and get my physical issues going even more. But the office called me while I was at the doctors and told me she didnt have anything.

Its just confusing because I think my therapist thinks she needs to walk on eggshells around me but people have told me the stuff she tells me is not always polite. But on Wednesday I really will talk to her about things.

I did call about another therapist on Monday. But I have not heard back from him and if I can get my current one to work out these issues with me I'd like to keep working with her.