Are you mad at me? Sometimes you look at me sadly like the things I say hurt your feelings. Or like the things you say hurt my feelings. The things you say don't hurt my feelings, they make me paranoid. I often don't agree with this age thing. I think us being the same age is getting in the way a lot of the time. But I don't have that many other options I don't think.

I cant even think about the therapist I had before I moved anymore. The one I called my transference T. I am so worked up over my current one I just don't have the energy to focus on both of them. I have not thought about her in awhile.