I just needed a few days off for my own mental health sakes. I was not banned and I did not do anything. I asked the moderators for a break. Thanks for being concerned about me Beth, Bizi, Pinny, and Unlivid, and thanks for sticking up for me winds that blow about why I had my account suspended instead of just logging out.

I am trying to figure out my therapy situation. I like her but I do feel she is pysching me out at times. Especially when she makes comments regarding trans issues and me going back to work. At times I do feel like I am the one who is being unfair. I did call about another therapist earlier this week. A male. But I have not heard back yet. My insursance is the worst when it comes mental health help. I don't know what to do.

My physical health is kinda bad again. Just the nausea and the stomach pain. I did get my zofran filled and I had another ultrasound for my kidneys and bloodowork that my endocronolgist wanted done, all yesterday. So I'll see whats up with that. I told my therapist yesterday that at this point if I'm not hungry I'm not even going to try to force myself to eat.