Dear T,
Why am I reacting so strongly to this right now? You're not going to be away that long at all. I keep crying. What is that about? I may end up emailing you, and I really hope you won't be angry if I do. I'm sure "angry" is too strong of a word. Perhaps "annoyed" or "frustrated." Which you'd be completely justified in feeling. Going to try hard to not email though, like maybe this will pass overnight.

I think it doesn't help that I have absolutely nothing to look forward to in the next couple days, as the weather is supposed to be bad. If it was last weekend, and I was going out with H, it would be easier. Or if I felt comfortable eating inside at this point (meant to talk to you about that today, too, but oh well). I suppose I could do one of the watercolor painting things--the kits are starting to pile up. Maybe I need to make myself a schedule or something. Clean up the living room, too. Maybe try the exercise bike, since H isn't using it due to his injury. Yoga? Anything other than sit here and feel sad....

Love,
LT