Sometimes words don't describe what I'm feeling.
I want to say but I don't want everyone to hate me.
And words won't come out.
Every bit of me is scared and sad.
I want to hide but I can't.
My friends all hate me. I feel bad for my kids and girlfriend.
Because they're stuck with me.
I'm rambling. Sorry
I hate to whine. I really do.
Sorry to post again. Sorry to be stupid.
I don't like being alone.
And I hate how I hate being alone. I should be tougher.
And I hate to ask this.
But please come sit with us today
I'll pretend to happy to everyone else.
And I won't drag everyone else down.