I'm in a mood today. It started yesterday around 5. I finally got to try the new Baskin Robbins ice cream that taste like roses. But I had already taken my meds and melatonin before I went at 5. When I got home I was super tired and I fell asleep. It was still at my normal 6:30-7 time. My mom woke me up about half an hour later to eat shrimp. Then I fell back asleep until like 8:47. I don't know why I woke up at time. I tried a few melatonin. I tried a 20mil geodon. Finally I tried a can of coffee since it often does the opposite for me. And then I fell asleep from 2:30 until 7:15. I then chugged a Mountain Dew. But I just feel tired from last night and anxious and my stomach is off from the meds and caffeine. And I have the winter blues real bad. I have about $12 left on my Starbucks birthday gift card that I'm going to use to get a pink drink and a sandwich. Hopefully the day improves.

I got caught up with both last nights Drag Race and
last nights Celeberity Big Brother but they were both 2 hours long and even though I fast forward the commercials the day is still half gone.

I got my med box filled for next week but besides that I have not done much. My anxiety has been off and on but my physical symptoms have been fine all day and my moods have improved.

Someone I knew in high school facebok messaged me asking a bit about the trans stuff. Mainly the name I currently go by now. I asked her if she was suprised when I annouced my transtion and she said not at all and she figured it out even before I annouced it she is not the only one who has told me that. Thats why I get annoyed at the people who just suddenly annouce they are trans because they think its cool as opposed to someone like me who you just knew.