@tentoedsloth

I hear you. The question I have is how many’s mental problems are this severe. I know plenty that are on SSRIs but they don’t seem to be in a constant state of disarray like I am. Normal to me seems to not have crippling anxiety and a self-destructive path.

Family is odd. I see problems everywhere but to acknowledge them is tantamount to treason. I’m a tenacious POS though despite my destructive tendencies I always seem to escape. At crucial times I always pull it off but I end up in bed for two days after,