I seem to have pulled myself together from what I was feeling about you yesterday. Not that the feelings arent totally gone but I am just preoccupied with other things today.

You told me to worry about things when they happen. I tell that to myself all the time. I say to myself "I'll cross that bridge when I get there." I learned it from Patrick from SpongeBob.

But I do not know how you will respond to me on Wednesday. Regarding that email I sent right after the session asking for an extra session to talk about the stuff I had sent a previous email about the night before our session saying I did not want to talk about and how I "backdoored" myself as they would say in Big Brother. I don't know if you'll be pissed or confused. But you know. I'll worry about that when it happens.