Dear reader. I’m bit different today. Tired, but more positive. I had wonderful weekend. Walked in this little snow that came and now that is tonight at midnight melting due to the rain. This Swedish weather - as I once explained - have bipolar too. So for me it’s common that the temperature and weather-changes happens like this. Two days snow was little fun, but now it will all be washed away.

I’m thinking many times of my past. How I would had changed myself and never accepted that job at gymnasium in January 2011. None of this wouldn’t happen. No visit to hospital no nothing. I would however still battled with my depression, but I wouldn’t had depression AND bipolar. Fate went in another direction, I guess. Not many swedes believe in fate. But in Southern Europe, where I originally come from, people believe in fate. Fate and destiny. And they believe that more than any religion.

What I will do this week? Relax. Perhaps go and swim myself in our town’s fresh and now modern swimming-hall. Maybe even a nice jacuzzi (last time I was there was 2019). I have also booked a Thaimassage. That is so much helping me. This Buddhist massage they practice. And to start to gym for real. That’s my goals at the moment.

Have a lovely week and take care of you, dear reader.

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