One quick vent before I should start getting ready to go
I can never tell if people can see that I'm suffering.
If they're just blind to it.
Or if they just don't care
Or if there's something funny about watching me struggle.
Like how little kids pluck the wings off a fly.
People around me harm me and laugh at my reaction
I'm not superman. I'm not invincible.
I'm suffering
And every morning I get up and put on a phony smile.
I hate doing it.
Sorry to vent.
Can't do this IRL because no one cares
Feel worthless and not mattering.