The extra 30mg Vyvanse means that I skip 30mg today. So I took only one instead of two. I planned to take 0.5g mush - But I don't want to be emotional.. I'm not sure why. I'm going back to thought analysis. Not feelings.

Like a machine.

People make me as a machine. I also drank vodka. I blame the shaming of people that use drugs - Because not every drug is the same. Brainwashed.

And everything happens.. It all happens. Different worlds are everywhere.