Ugh had a whole post and then safari crashed.

The summary is that I’m very depressed, less agitated but still irritable and quick to anger. I don’t know how to move forward, none of the options look good. I am agonizing about going to work tomorrow and if I was just depressed I think I could make it but with the anger and irritability it could be a bad idea because I could get snippy with the students and that’s not fair on them.

I’m thinking I’m going to stay home tomorrow, however hard it is for me to admit defeat, and that way I can call my pdoc’s office when it opens and also speak to my therapist. I’m stuck.