I feel like everything is kinda redundant now. The songs I used to listen to. The food I used to eat. The day I started my transtion. I feel like none of it matters anymore. The songs I listen to I don't relate to her anymore. I stopped eating the candy and I don't plan on buying more. But will you realize why it happened? Or did it really just happen because the one year mark is on Wednesday and holding on any longer is just silly? But I am super tempted to move my appointment with my pdoc to virtual and my trip up a week.