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Originally Posted by Pinny
Hi @ AgentQ9A
How are you doing today? Im so sorry youre having such a difficult time. I just wanted to send you some positive thoughts and hugs 
And to say well done in reaching out for help, thats a huge accomplishment! You should be very proud, even if you dont get the help you need, you took a step to try and help yourself.
I hope things are getting better for you!
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Thanks Pinny.
Things are really pretty bad, but I'm trying to not burden everyone with my life. I'm shrinking my life and world, so that when I'm gone it won't be a problem for people.
I'm dealing with troubling mental and physical issues, my dogs are both having troubles, my brother is backing off and I'm OK with that because I've been sh!tty for years and don't want him to feel burdened any further by me, and I had a chance to meet my friend and have been putting them off. I'm just trying to get through each day as best I can. I really think this time, I am done.
Thanks everyone, I do know you're hurting too and I hope you get support.