Dear K,

I hope you are on holiday. It is half term and the weather is beautiful today. I hope you are having a relaxing week. I hope that you are feeling good. I hope that you aren't thinking of me. (I seriously doubt you would be, more than a fleeting thought, anyway). I hope that you are safe and well and loved and feeling hopeful and happy. I sincerely wish the very best for you. And you know what? I reckon you would wish the same for me. But it isn't true for me and I don't know how to make it true. I don't know how to get you out of my head. I don't know how to do it. I wish I could. I wish I could, but I can't. I can't not miss you. I can't not think of you. I can't not love you.