Here's to hoping I can get back to being stable without the paranoia and stuff and get a good 6 months at least of stability and no more med changes. I feel like that would be a huge accomplishment. I think if I have any leftover paranoia even after the increase then I will just work on it with CBT. I want to stay on my meds and take them consistently. I hope within the next six months I can volunteer, and then start looking at starting college again part time. I feel like a huge failure at 27