My doctor was happy when I told her I took the klonopin, she's always telling me to take it when I need it but I always don't take it, I don't think she'd prescribe it to me if she thought it'd be a problem though like taking it too much. I have good self control with that. So maybe I should utilize it when I really need it, which definitely isn't every day but every once in awhile I do have overwhelming anxiety/agitation and panic attacks that coping skills don't touch

I let her know I've also been struggling to leave the house because of anxiety and feeling like people around me are talking about me. I said I'm going to try to get a volunteer job and she was wondering how I'd deal with that if I'm struggling to get out, I said I'd just work on slowly getting over my fear and force myself out more till it doesn't bother me, or at least until I can ignore the feeling/thoughts.