I don't want you to go on vacation. What am I going to do for the 14 days until my next appointment? That feels like forever...

I don't think I've ever been so upset about you being away. I don't know why I'm in such a panic. I was doing badly last December when you canceled that one time and then I couldn't get myself to call and make another appointment and didn't see you for a while. And I didn't feel bothered. But right now it feels like the end of the world.

In less than 7 hours, my appointment will be over and I will be facing two weeks by myself. I wish it wouldn't happen.