Ugh this is going to be a long *** year with trying to eat healthier. I'm trying to stay self-disciplined, but my my patience is wearing thin just on day 2. Maybe it's just because I didn't sleep good. last night. I slept 5 hours total. I have some rice cakes I bought that are being delivered today. Plain lightly salted. Those are a lot healthier than chips and all that other stuff I guess. I want a cannoli, or flan, or tiramisu though.............
All I can think about is sugar sugar sugar.
The thing is I want to start baking, and getting better at making desserts. But I can't do that if I want to lose weight, I'll eat it all
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type
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