Dear Angel.....

Have you ever considered that hospitalization is more than just for someone who is threatening or actually hurting themselves? Sometimes you just need a place where you can go and get the individualized attention that you so obviously require right now hon. And I don't mean that in a negative way at all. I mean that you are crying out for attention and you need help in putting things straight....there is no shame in that at all!!!....in some way the attention from these postings just isn't enough to help you right now. It looks to me like you are in such a tizzy that you are misunderstanding some of the posts sent to you. To be able to reach out and have someone actually physically look at you and help you with a hug or a knowing look can mean all the difference in the world.

I wish you peace dear......and the strength to find the help you truly deserve.