I guess if my husband passes on before me. I have thought about the possibility, though. As he is almost 13 years older than me, I think I should be at least somewhat ready for such a horrible event...in hopefully decades from now. If I go first, it would be easier for me, but my husband would then be the sufferer. Living abroad is an added factor in this. If I am the last standing, I may want to return to New Jersey. But who knows.

Do you tend to experience springtime mood elevation (hypomania/mania)? If so, which month does it tend to start?