I definitely would not knowingly expose myself to Covid @
lizardlady ...
Not even up pfor consideration!
Especially with all the other health issues you have going on!
You stated that she had already started cutting you off before all this happened, so I'd attempt one more contact by calling the hospital & asking to be connected to her room phone (she may not have hers on her).
If there's no response, then perhaps send one last text letting her know you care & are concerned pfor her, and for her to call or text when she pfeels up to chatting.
Sometimes pfriendships end because they've run their course. It doesn't make it any less painful - especially one that's lasted so long. Doesn't mean anybody's the good guy or bad guy. Sometimes the path we've walked pfor a time simply veers off in opposite directions.
It's okay pfor you to practice self-preservation in this case; and ...
Do your best to not pfeel guilty pfor choosing to not expose yourself to this deadly virus!
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Pflower