I just want to say good for you for taking control of what must be a really distressing situation. Losing a therapist isn't easy, but add to that the confusion of almost being strung along like you have been, and I think you should really commend yourself for reaching out and making a decision to seek alternative care. That is a big step to take. I really hope that your new therapist works out for you and that you can get back to feeling level and moving forwards again. Take care.