I know its not the same thing at all, but my surgeon seemed super hesitant to do my surgery because of my size and I was already at the preop appointment and I had the ok from the insurance and the surgery was in a week. But at the preop he kept talking about my size and how much tissue there was and how involved it would be. I was worried I'd be sent to one of the bigger hospitals and would have to start over. He did the surgery and after kept saying how great it looked. He seemed pretty proud of the work he did.

But I feel for you BeyondtheRainbow. I hope you get it done fast.