Having chili tonight for dinner. Been cold here all day. Started out at 19 degrees (that's cold for Southern CA). I brought in all the plants with Dad's help so they wouldn't freeze overnight. Looking forward to the chili because I haven't had that in a while. Then I have group therapy/Aftercare. Of course I can't say that I SH-ed on Monday or they will kick me out of the program. I wish I could be honest with them and they let me stay but it doesn't work like that. Kind of sad. At least I am feeling a bit better since the relapse.