It feels like the ground beneath me is missing... It feels like I have lost a piece of my soul.... It feels like you are in my head permanently.

What are you trying to tell me, I wonder? There has to be a reason behind this. There has to be a reason that I cannot get you out of my mind.

Are you there as a reminder to continue this work? Are you there to show me how much I have in my life now that never was before? Are you there to show me that you will always be with me?

Why are you there, ALL. THE. TIME. ???

Is this how other people feel when they lose someone they deeply loved?

You gave me life, and showed me how to love. And I will always be grateful for that.