I spent an hour on the crisis line trying to avoid what they help out with. I cried the entire time. It was touch and go for a while. This was the love of my life and I’ve never felt so loved, supported or cared for. The break up devastated me because I don’t have that elsewhere in my life.

Bottom line, I am more hopeful now and will spend time tomorrow changing my phone number and email address and moving on with my life. The red flags were huge and unavoidable. I would have had to sacrifice my integrity to continue on. Hard choices to make.

Thank you for the support and kind words. I’m going to be okay now.