@wildflowerchild25:

Sorry to hear things continue to be difficult. I hope you will discuss the option of disability benefits with your treatment team when you are IP. Otherwise, i don't see anything changing. A dysfunctional part of you that you're not in touch with may be enjoying the endless crises. It *is* very exciting, after all...

I became a Crisis Junkie after my life fell apart when i was 29. I wasn't particularly happy when someone pointed it out to me, but she was right. I feel it would be irresponsible of me not to share the incident with you as much as you might not want to hear it. Maybe i'm just talking about myself, you decide.

I wish you the best.