I feel pretty good today but I often do the day after my shot. Plus I took my meds correctly. I took an 80 mil Geodon in the AM like I am prescribed. So I was able to go to the grocery store without anxiety and actually get shopping done and find what I need. I got my shot before the doctors yesterday and I'm glad I got it one last time before going off it for 3 months because it does cause a pretty rough physical withdrawel for a few days. I had to go off it for 2 weeks in November and I was such a lethargic mess and we were on a trip then too and all I could do was lie in bed at the hotel while my mom and brother went out. But I have my trip next week and I'd like to be able to be fully functional for it. I have a lot planned.

But I feel more postive then I did yesterday about everything. I hope this change really is postive and paves the way for me going back to my 2016-fall 2019 stable self where I was working part time without an issue and I just felt and was very stable mental health wise. And I hope when I go back on it things are still stable.

I got my med box filled up for next week so thats done. I'm almost done with my laundry. I'm waiting on a couple things from Amazon. Today was just an uneventful Saturday. I'd be ok if my family did or didnt come over tomorrow. It doesn't really matter one way or the other. My therapist wants me to use my support system more and I guess that means not hiding out in my room when they are over.