Lol today is good..

I need to put more humour into my life.. It is when I live the most, in this absurd reality.

After I was agitated, I drank a shot of rum, took 400mg of phenibut and 0.25mg kpin. I spent 2 hours reading articles - Then took zopiclone and went to sleep. I don't advise.

The morning, I was tired.. But made it to work and then felt OK after drinking a coffee.

I just think of the spiritual consequences of drinking alcohol (Body eating spirit). But moderation is key... I will find my way to the Gods. It doesn't seem to make me apathetic anymore.

My dad will be visiting on Tuesday. He drinks quite a lot, along with my mom..

I'm just trying my best in this world. I didn't ask to be here... But with time (If I don't die from the vaccine or nuclear war), things should be OK.