@Nammu:

So sorry to hear you are also struggling with the tasks of everyday living. I've taken to ordering everything. Is that an option for you, where you live? It's miraculous, just tap tap tap on the computer and presto! The groceries are at my door. It's expensive tho. I tell myself it's okay because i am saving on bus fare, but that doesn't really cover it.

Anyways, hope your depression doesn't get worse and hang around. I can see how you might feel extra pressure because you have your mom depending on you and your last depression was so intense. Will the change of season help? I usually feel better in the Spring and here we are running out the last days of February... !