I'm not sure of what I think anymore about life after death. I feel like my wife has been by my side since she passed not all the time but every so often I feel that way. Right after she passed I was on her phone trying to figure out some stuff well this one icon on her phone flashed at me and it was the app she used to pay our rent. It has never flashed again. Then like today I was going to my parents and feeling depressed well I am a total car guy and I was waiting at the stop light and right next to me was a brand new McLaren right next to me. Well my dad and I ran up to get some food and coming the other way was a bright green Lambo followed by like six different Porsches. I know she is looking out for me but I would still rather she be here with me. I sure do miss her a ton. Thank again for all the support you all have given me it really makes my day reading through here.