I thought things were going ok. I was reflecting on how the higher dose of Seroquel has helped me manage things better. But today I had a set back. I was feeling somewhat ok earlier, but as the day progressed, I became very irritable, impulsive, saying things to people that I wish I could take back, and feel the need to stay up all night into the morning hours. I had a break down and lost it on the phone with someone, which was embarrassing. I want to lock myself in a room alone tomorrow and so badly want to turn off my mind that just races. I don't really know what's going on. I don't really know why I'm typing this here... I just don't know what else to do or have anyone I am able to share this with.