At this exact moment I feel pretty good about things. About seeing family this week. About the testosterone. Maybe it really is affecting my moods more then I realize and why I have been going through such extreme mood swings. I got the shot on Friday and I have been pretty stable since and the few days after I get the shot I normally am pretty stable. I do hope going off it for 3 months works out and sorts out these physical issues.

I tried going for my 8AM blood test. It was a bad idea to go on a Monday. I got there at 7:50 and it was jam packed. The receptionist said we wouldnt get in on time and its not always this crowded but we should probably try coming in earlier. So I'll go back either tommorow or Wednesday around 7 so I can guarantee getting it done as close to 8 as possible.

But my moods have been under control today. They were rough when I woke up at 3:30 but then I fell back asleep and I woke up at 7 feeling pretty good.