Not sure if it's fate or just cause and effect, but my anxiety is up quite a bit today. Started late last night and is continuing. Like I said last time, I tend to get anxious when I have a good day. Then wait for the universe to pay me back. So, not sure if this is that, or just the standard up and down that my life and mood takes. I did have a good conversation with my friend and that helped a lot to make Saturday good. Last night was a pity party for myself about where I am in life compared to where I could be if I'd just stayed on the runaway train of life. I could probably live longer with the less stress, but then I just feel disappointed in myself for not living up to my potential. 6 of a dozen, half of another, I guess.