I am planning on going back to being a truck driver after my wife passed away and I thought about doing it in July or August well I am pushing that date out still further because I don't think I will be emotionally stable enough to do it at that time. I still cry every day and at different things it could be a song it could a picture or even the weather that reminds me of my wife. I will be ok financially and could probably go a year or two before I need to work. I was thinking of just getting a job at the local car parts store and work a couple days a week. We will see I'm not in any real rush right now so I am just going to play it by ear and see. Thank you everyone that responds to my posts it really is nice to read what others are saying about my situation.