I'm wondering if I'll feel disgusted with myself these next 3 months. If my hormones will change that fast. I know before when I was switching around birth controls my hormones were messed up for a day or so and I'd get feelings for people that would go away once I got used to the birth control. It wasn't until I got on the testerone that my hormones just exploded nonstop for 2 years

But I'm wondering if now being off them will kill my sex drive and everything I feel about you. Not that there honestly is much there. You have put in such strong boundaries its difficult for me to like you in that way since I don't really know you besides a therapist.