I'm in a lot of pain right now. They gave me a script for vicodin but I haven't filled it yet. I don't know if I should. On one hand, pain sucks, on the other, there is a good chance I won't take it as prescribed.

Edit: I had my intake evaluation at this region's CMHC this morning, it went well. They still want me on medicaid to get access to more intense treatment, but they'll see if I can get ACT without having medicaid. Same dx: schizoaffective disorder and PTSD although BPD was brought up. I see the psychiatrist in a couple weeks before they place me with an NP and my new therapist I see next week. I'm surprised it's not a super long waiting list.