i got a new job that pays well and has good benefits so im very glad about that and having income again. and not sitting in my house by myself for weeks on end losing touch. i wish i could talk with my therapist but i just have to wait i guess.... i cant help but feel like hes angry and retaliating against me. its really painful to deal w emotionally and think back on the past 12 yeras working with him, its really tough to let it all go i guess. such a strange relationship therapy is..... if someone were to ask, i dont know if id recommend it