I hope you get right treatment and get better soon. I’d focus on that.

When you feel better, look for easier job. Sure it’s lower pay but there are expenses that you can cut so you can manage. Go over yours and your husbands budget and see what could be cut. I am sure there is a ton.

You can do it. If a job makes one that sick, then no money in the world is worth it. Money is not worth ruining your health