I really relate to what youve said.
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Originally Posted by tentoedsloth
I also just suddenly get this really warm, happy feeling for no reason at all--it's wonderful, and I think the whole bipolar thing and the depression and all was a big mistake because I'm a totally happy person.
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I can really relate to this! I have felt like this when Ive had my hypomanic episodes. Its all a big mistake and that Im actually fine and have been fine all along!
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Originally Posted by tentoedsloth
... I would volunteer for a lot of things, and then have to find a way out of them because it was too much....
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Yes! This very much too! Sometimes I felt like I hated myself for finding it so incredibly overwhelming. It was 'evidence' for me that I was a "total failure" when I had my depressive episodes.
I also struggled with spending lots of money, and being hypersexual.