Today has been a real rough day I kept envisioning my wife's face from the day she passed and I turned her over. Now when she passed in November I had nightmares of her face for a couple of weeks. My doc gave me some medications that was supposed to help me forget my dream but it messed with my stomach so I could not take them. I went to my Grief Share program tonight with my daughter I cried through most of it but I got through it. I'm really depressed today and it sucks. I am still waiting on the state to issue her death certificate I mean she passed away Nov.18th and I have nothing yet. I just want some closer in my life I'm not asking for much. I know I will be grieving for a long time and it is what it is. .my wife and I actually had a great relationship for the last 7 or 8 years we hardly even argued in all that time I mean sure we had little disagreement here and there but we actually got along great. We were married 23 years and she was only 44 when she passed away.