Today I got very depressed. I'm going to have to come up with a plan, if I don't start to improve soon.

I could travel to visit my sisters and their families. My plan was to do that when the pandemic slows down. It involves a long plane trip.

I have to consider that staying this depressed may be a worse problem than risking COVID. In 2013, I went to visit a sister because I felt in bad shape mentally. The trip did me a world of good. I managed to be a decent guest and it was a nice visit.

They've been encouraging me to visit. I was hoping to go in May. I've been very alone since Sept 2020. It's a long time.