i should have gone to bed 45 minutes ago but i don't want to lay there staring at the ceiling again worrying about what I've been worrying about half the night. maybe i'll go get my pillow and a blanket and fall asleep on the couch while h watches basketball, which will bore me to sleep. ha. or i could give in and take some melatonin, i'm not using it every night anymore or anything so... i don't know. I love that without the melatonin, my dreams are back in full force. Except I feel like i'm not getting enough sleep cuz it takes me so long to get to sleep. I don't want to be yawning my head off in the zoom drum circle tomorrow evening. Should I call you to check in on Friday?! Or should I wait another week? I wish I had a crystal ball.