Hello my dearest sisters and brothers,

When I was down in the dumps, I was here every day.
Now that I feel a little better, I never find the time to come here.
Not that I don't miss you all. It's just than I don't know where to start again.

I guess I'd better come with good news.
My Clonazepam use has been drastically reduced. To zero.
I ran out for five miserable days. Five nights without sleeping.
When the prescription finally came, I wanted to get even.
So I didn't take it anymore. And I was 3 more nights without sleep. Dozing.
.
Stupid thing to do. I could have died, according to those who know.
Hell on earth is not descriptive enough. I truly don't recommend doing it.
There are better ways .
However, I'm in the 15th day without it. The threshold is 12 day to be clean.
And I'm finally sleeping..
If I had the med available I would never have done it.
Let me clarify That I was only taking 1 gram for more than 10 years. To sleep.
It's terrible to lay in bed the whole night with the body slept and the brain
totally awake.
I'm sleeping now with a cocktail of Vistaril, Melatonin and CBD. In industrial
quantities.
So I probably changed one med for another. Dunno.
At my tender age (72), I'm always gonna need something to be able to sleep.

Either way, enough of me. How are you guys doing?.
Did 'ya miss me?. I missed you all!!!.

Cheers.