I got a new job at the start of the year and it’s been really hard. The environment is really strict and it’s just not for me. Since I decided it was time to start looking for another job, I’ve had a hard time even getting out of bed to get to work. And then today I had the worst experience I’ve ever had in a work day in my life. A customer came in to our shop and was yelling at every single employee including me. Before she came in, she had an issue with the information I was giving her and yelled at me over the phone and I just had a complete breakdown. Like heaving sobs at my desk. I was so shaken up by the whole experience. I got no work done and I’m just so freaked out even now. I don’t know why I’m posting this- I guess I just don’t want to be alone in my head.