So I ordered my meds hopefully they're here tomorrow and made an appointment with a new T. I have to get back on the thorizine at least. I'm ragefully angry. I'm going to end up sh if this continues down this path. Look at me being preemptive.i flew off the handle at Miguel. Still to mad to apologize. He's self sabotaging because he doesn't want to be an adult. He doesn't understand we have rules we have to follow to keep the things we have. It's infuriating. I'd rather him in I'll but that's not an option.