This will most probably be my last post on the subject. I went to 4 doctor’s appointments yesterday with mom and brother. We then ate at an outstanding restaurant with good southern cooking. During the meal, I went out to the car and called my therapist to tell her I needed to go inpatient again that night when I had a few epiphanies.

I’ve been making great strides with my mental health and I’ve come a long way. I just happened to get into a relationship with someone whose brand of love was toxic and wasn’t even real. My therapist believes he is seriously ill and could be more than that. I was lucky to have tangled with such a person and come out with only a few scars. I don’t think I am in danger at this time but I will keep a lookout. How many people can say they tangled with that and came out stronger and better for it? I plan to be one. I feel better now that I see it for what it was.

I am a strong woman and a survivor. I will remain open hearted and when the time is right, I’ll try again.

I’m meeting M this weekend. Yay!

I hope everyone has a peaceful weekend.